| birthday party from Hell... |
 Blog For Free! Archives Home 2004 February 2004 January 2003 December 2003 November 2003 October My Links Inuyasha- Sengoku o-Togi Zoushi - \"Tropical Moon of Thesis"\ RPG board tBlog My Profile Send tMail My tFriends My Images Sponsored Blog I give up, I tryed my best, Its time to admit im powerless, But hey I gonna be fine, Takin' it one step at a time, Bring you right off a my mind, If only for today, Well, I may never be free, Its a life long recovery, When i think of you and me, At least Ive cut it down to every other memory. These cuts on my heart still refuse to bleed. Without you, my soul still cannot be freed. I beg of you to help me, just this one last time. I beg of you to set me free, give me peace of mind. 
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There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me...
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I had a pretty good day at first....I went to Babysitting classes (now I'm certified), and then I came home to change for my Aunt's birthday party. That's when it started to go downhill...I couldn't find the outfit I was supposed to wear, and when I did find it, it turns out the cat had peed on it, then I couldn't find the card...After we finnaly got in the car, we were 2 hours late because my mom, who had to take a shower and dry her hair, tis ok though. After we got to the party we had cake and opened presents...Then came the worst...My younger cousin and I were playin checkers in "The Man House" (actully the garage turned into a "house") and my older cousin came in and started hitting on me...In front of my younger cousin. I asked him to stop but he wouldn't....He just kept hitting on me and being a sicko and such....(Damn him to Hell)...Then my mom and dad walked in...you can guess what happened.....That was the "Birthday party from Hell"....I want to die/Kill myself now...and what's worse...My dad's acting like it's my fault...God, please send one of your angels to take me away from this cruel world...