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I give up, I tryed my best, Its time to admit im powerless, But hey I gonna be fine, Takin' it one step at a time, Bring you right off a my mind, If only for today, Well, I may never be free, Its a life long recovery, When i think of you and me, At least Ive cut it down to every other memory. These cuts on my heart still refuse to bleed. Without you, my soul still cannot be freed. I beg of you to help me, just this one last time. I beg of you to set me free, give me peace of mind.
aftermath...
11.29.03 (7:56 am)   [edit]
After rereading what happened last night (entry be4 this) I don't fell so bad...My parents sent his father a message (He's in South Africa) and they're going to talk to his mom...I'll write more when I know more...
 
birthday party from Hell...
11.28.03 (8:45 pm)   [edit]
I had a pretty good day at first....I went to Babysitting classes (now I'm certified), and then I came home to change for my Aunt's birthday party. That's when it started to go downhill...I couldn't find the outfit I was supposed to wear, and when I did find it, it turns out the cat had peed on it, then I couldn't find the card...After we finnaly got in the car, we were 2 hours late because my mom, who had to take a shower and dry her hair, tis ok though. After we got to the party we had cake and opened presents...Then came the worst...My younger cousin and I were playin checkers in "The Man House" (actully the garage turned into a "house") and my older cousin came in and started hitting on me...In front of my younger cousin. I asked him to stop but he wouldn't....He just kept hitting on me and being a sicko and such....(Damn him to Hell)...Then my mom and dad walked in...you can guess what happened.....That was the "Birthday party from Hell"....I want to die/Kill myself now...and what's worse...My dad's acting like it's my fault...God, please send one of your angels to take me away from this cruel world...
 
Thanksgiving...and other random thoughts
11.23.03 (8:10 pm)   [edit]
tis almost thanksgivin ^^" joy...More work..essays and stories and work around the house, not that I don't like Thanksgiving,it's just that I'm lazy...very lazy...

a random poem:

Pull the trigger
Fire the gun
End the madness
Stop the fun
Block the sunlight
End your life
Sleep forever
And say goodnight

Bye my friend "Midori"

and another poem:

singing bells of burnished gold
do your tolls the future hold?
do you sing or do you weep?
do you serenade to sleep?
does your melancholy song
fortell the right, fortell the wrong?
can i stumble through the dark?
will the crow devour the lark?
singing bells of ancient gold
is the future here fortold?

By me friend "Lizzifer"

and yet another:

------------------------- -----Nicchi-------------- -----------------

A submariner in the artic circle raises up from the cold artic depths of the sea and up through the ice.

The crew pops out of the ice and decides to play some foot ball. All but one man. This man was tired of the crew and angry at the world.

He wonders off to a secluded spot away from the others and sits there thinking to himself.

then he pulls out his pocket knife and writes: God is Dead in the ice, and under that he wrote Nicchi.

He goes back to the Submariner and soon they set off again.

A few months went by and and the crew was gettnig restless. So they once again pop through the ice and begin to play some foot ball. Except for that one man.

He once agains wonders off to a secluded spot. But after pacing around a little bit he finds out that this is the exact spot where he wrote his God is Dead.

but he finds out that it is crossed out and next to it some one had wrote: Nicchi is Dead. and under it it said God.
End
-my friend "Johnny

I'm so boring...and random...
 
Demerit Studyhalls
11.11.03 (12:25 pm)   [edit]
Luckily I never had to have one, But I know people who have. :shock: lol. What you have to do is stay after school for how ever many hour you got (1 demerit = 1 hour) and copy the rule book. :twisted: yeah, I'm sapposed to be working...but I'm to lazy. :lol:
 
KAMUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11.07.03 (1:14 pm)   [edit]
*laughs* yes, I'm obsessed with Kamui from X/1999, gatta love that series, XD I dun have to much to write............bored..........maybe I'll do more l8er
 
There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me...